Eric
P.S. some very early poems, just grabbed from the poetry bag.
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Journal: April 24, 1971
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1.
The kiss you
gave me
When my
heart was sad,
Left me
still as lonely,
As if it were
never had.
Perhaps it’s true my darling,
That I blame
you for too much;
But how
lonely is my yearning,
And how
absent is your touch!
We've had
our trials, true;
And, at
times, it’s hard to know,
If this pain
I feel with you
Will lessen
soon or further grow.
This, then,
is my confession:
My love,
though troubled, is so true,
That, through
all of this confusion,
If you want,
I’ll stand by you.
Though the
times are ever changing,
And every
dream seems washed away,
Though love
is always searching
By giving
you’ll find your way.
Spare not
your love
As you
listen to the rain,
Though all
the seasons are crying of
This love so
full of pain.
3.
Like the
silence of the desert,
Or the
lonely sound of rain;
Like some
special thing that’s lost,
I’m moved to
sing your name.
O, darling
girl, I see you,
Life’s
trials mark your face;
Many nights
I held you,
Many fears
we had to face.
You said you
wanted something new,
Another life
to start;
You said you
wanted something new,
With that
you broke my heart.
Through many
streets I've wandered
And of all
the things I've dreamed,
Your love is
most remembered,
Remembered
as it was, or seemed.
4,
O, darling
girl, I miss you,
Sometimes I
need you so;
But your
love it wasn't true,
And so you
had to go.
You hurt me
at you will,
And took my
love for granted;
O, darling
why’d you kill
The very thing
you wanted?
In the rain
I hear you calling,
In the
movement of the trees,
At night
when stars are burning,
When autumn
stirs dead leaves.
Song of Nefertiti
The sun is
setting;
O river,
bathed in flame,
How I love
the evening
When he
comes to me again!
How cool the
air is streaming
In silence
my soul is steeped
How I love
the evening
When all the
world ‘s asleep.
Soon the
stars will shine
In blazing
worlds of light,
And that man
will soon be mine,
In deepest
dreams of night.
A silver
moon is rising,
The heavens
are decreed;
And in my
heart there stirs a yearning
For all the
love I need.